Oh Blog ,my life is full of UPs and DOWNs ,even though im not pretty enough to you ,even if im stupid enough to learn ,even if im a bitch to you ,i still love my life no matter how boring it is
But dude ,why is everybody who added me up has a connection with you ? Do they have to ? I mean ,was that you behind all these ? Please don't ask people to add me just because you want to pay back things that i did to you Please tell me it was not you Please tell me that you've forgiven me Please tell me your gonna be my friend again Please tell me that you still like me as your friend Please oh Please tell me that you didn't tell the world that i cheated on you Please .......Boy oh Boy
Eventhough laughter is the medicine But i just can't laugh when it's about you baby That was a BIG MISTAKE of mine and i swear it won't happen again I shouldn'tlove u ,ya'know But fate had other plans for me There's one thing that's still the same .(: Baby ,you'd better believe i thought of u then
Was that how he saw me ? Mahn ,i'm waaay tooo embarrassed after what i did At the end of the day you're who you're But it never seemed that you miss me You've changed innit ? What ever it is ,I lavh ya and probably always will:')
Imma mess You can't hide from life, dawg . Eventually ,you gotta live it I'm nobody's hero Life is about taking risk
What's the point in being a good person if this is how it goes ?
Hello blog , Tibe-2 aku rindu same nick ,zubir and fadhli Isykk siud ! I missed them laughing time birthday party kawan die aritu .hehe ;p And oh ,they did sing one song for us and i managed to record it Well ,lepas jugak rindu aku miahahha Nick sang very well .His voice was not that bad tho :) So ,enjoy ~~:D:D:D
Emak cooked this for dinner .I dnt knw what is this .It's called nasi empet goreng mungkin ;p Yummylicious baby !:):)
And this is tauhu goreng .I dnt like tauhu and neither of us makan ia .Mak jek makan .haha But believe it or not ,i ate 2 of it !miahahhaha ;pp Hugraaaayyy weh !i ate this tauhu with sambal belacan .sedap weh !:D:D:D
naaaa THIS IS the sambal belacan .Ucu Intan bought it from errmm errmm entahh ,Kedah kot ?;p I love it !Enak dol !:):):) Sumpah ianya pedas to kill !hahaha
Isykk ,,teringin plak sambal belacan yang fye bwat .hehe ;p
Pencuci mulut ,yes we should have this after dinner kan ? Bapak's favourite yo . Bukan aku ;p I didn't take this ,thank you :)
Here's my plate .Licin lagi bergaya ! hahaha ;) Buuuuurrrrrppppppp =]
Haihhh i thought of not to take dinner last night but i couldn't stand it The smell of emak's masakan was like wow !:O The taste of the food was like ok jek .Sambal belacan is the best !:):) Mahn ,how i hope i can go to bed without my dinner ?=S I should have listened to Kesten of not taking nasi kan Tak boleh tahan lah Mungkin i'll amalkan nya when i'm back to campus i guess
tik-tok tik-tok tik-tok ding-ding-ding ! 12.00am ,9th december 2008
It's my birthday baby !:D:D:D:D
Happy Burpdayy to me myself and i ,Nurin Mohd Najib ! Gosh ,i'm getting old I just cannot accept the fact that I'm turning 19 and next year i'll be 20 which tak akan ade lagi any digits of 1 before the other digits .shiat !:'( Ahhh !who cares !age is just a number okeh ?:)
I was waiting for my bday wishes .Yes i DID ! But unfortunately FEW of them wished me which makes me feel so sad and unloved !:'( Anyway ,thanks to them who wished me on my birthday ! I is loving you guys so muchy much !:-*
Fye
Nur
Fazliana
Hani
Humaira
Dina
Fazreena
Hafizah Adnan
Faezah Hamid
Asilah
Hafizah Izham
Iefa
Zati
Athirah
Maryam
Hanis Varx
Nadirah
Umairah
Arina
Adiba RAsyida
Mya
Mirot
Wak Mah
Afifah
Jihan
Hidayah Yazid
Byte Muslim
Izzati
Ain Sulha
Yana Keng
Miza
Anis
Nina
Azlin Syahida
Okay ,the one that i've highlightedis the one that i expect gonna wish me on the dot I mean 12.00am/00:00 tepat okay ! Isyk ,look what they've done ?hahha nahhh ,it's okay .it's just me who is so gedik with such things ;p
Those who wished me through myspace and friendster ,i'd like to thank you guys for remembering my birthday eventhough i know it's actually myspace and friendster yang remind korang kan ?hehehe ;pp
And seperti the previous birthday ,i didn't receive any giftsss which i don't really care because sudah berumur .hehe ;p
and i'm boreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeddddddd .haaiihh :( i wanna go back to uia to meet my friends hopefully they wanna celebrate my birthday balik .kan best cmtu ?*crossing finger*:D:D:D:D
i went to this reunion this afternoon reunion budak-budak maahad do i miss them ? no i'm not haha
it's just that i want to meet them i wanna see who has changed haha
asri fetched me around 11.20am gile budak itu boleh sesat lagi .hisyk ! then he brought raffy along agak malu lah because i'm the only girl dalam kereta haha
and yeah asri tak reti bawak kereta ! he langgar kereta depan die tadi he was talking to me and toleh belakang for all of the sudden ..bbbbbbboooommmmm !langgar kereta depan raffy was like "eh eh asri asri" gile gelabah mamat tu wakkaka :P he has to pay rm40 just to repair his car mahn ,guilty gila aku and i said i'll pay him rm10 he refused and asked me to belanje him makan the next time we keluar ohh and kau makan rm10 jek lah ye ? jyeah riteee ! hahaha thanks asri :D that's all for today folks c ya ~
why do people hate other people ? why do they talk shits about other people ? why do they love gossiping ? why do the people want to know about other people ? you be the judge i mean you answer it yourselves
well you ,haters are everywhere yo i mean they are all around us it's just us who don't even know whether they hate us or not am i right ?
hypocrite !yes that's the word ,hypocrite ! everybody is hypocrite .so what ?! but once you're my friend ,do tell me ape salah lah no secrets between us boleh kah ?! can i count on you for life ?your just my friend that's what friends are for lah sayang oi ! haihhh
even if you've chose the right friends ,they just ain't perfect they sometimes talk bad things about us behind our back isn't it ? best friends sometimes do the same thing when the conflicts in the friendship appears gaaahhh .we can't avoid them lah weh !
anyway ,haters are like promoters ya'know ! yeah as far as i'm concerned ,when they talk about us to others people will know us rite ? i mean others will like "ohh ye ke die tu camtu camtu ?nak tengok lahh yang mane satu minah or mamat tu" alaahh sometimes me myself pun macam tu .hehe ;p
when there's no haters no rumours no gossips = No Life lah babe !:D:D:D it's a life so ,deal with it lah :)
to my dear haters ,you're welcome here ! your almost welcome ! i know you guys hate me for some reasons i'm curious yes i am ! but don't you guys feel like to give me a second chance to fix everything ? yes everybody makes mistake lah you so do hate me WITH reasons okay ?
well ,if i did wrong or something ,do let me know and tell me the mistakes because sometimes humankind just dont know their mistake and keep doing it if not you guys ,the haters to tell us what's the problem ,who else kan ?! so ,jangan cakap belakang jek lah weyy ! mai mai cik mai !kite settle depan-depan okay ?:)
and if you dont know me ,dont talk craps ! get to know me first and THEN you can talk shit about me ok ? one more thing ,if people ask you "weh kau kenal tak this girl or this boy ?" if you know him/her .just answer "yes" lah don't say "a'a aku kenal die tu ..die tu mmg cmtu ..die cmni camtu bla3 .." what for weh ?! your just wasting your time lah ! plus you just jealous with us yang tak buat ape-ape dengan kau and tak baek ngan kau kan ?! please lah yes sometimes i'm so childish that's why people hate me
others will think we ,the winner yang salah padahal the losers to ape jek enn they are nothing they have nothing to do better other than kutuk-kutuk orang belakang-belakang
so what ?! it's my life they dont have the right to kacau ! sshhuhhhh ,,fuckooff haters !
but psst ,,cite lah buruk pasal aku naik lah name aku nanti hehehe
that's all folks ,thank youuu my haters ,i hate you :-*
hola people i am soo fucking darn sad today ! depressed ,stressed ,annoyed ....sume ade
first thing is about my results ! i am not going to major in communication it's like shiat !:( i didn't do well my result sux !:'( mak and bapak ,i am so sorry for disappointing you guys but what should i do ? i'm such a lazy bum when i have the confidence to get an A ,it end up with the C grade sape tak sedih wehh ?!:'( i just dnt knw how to explain to you guys i know you guys will like "kenapa tak blaja" or maybe "ni lah ,,asyik jalan jek" or "win ni kurang smayang ni win" or kemungkinan juge "salah gune enjoy tu kan win ?" ohh boyyy ,am afraid to hear those thangs from you coz i might cry in front of you guys it's a shame of me myself for not being a good daughter of theirs i know dina and hani did well in their studies i did !but it's not enough i have this short-term memory which i dnt knw how to buang ia i have this habit of last minute of studying i have this bad bad bad super bad attitude which i dnt do the revision i just dnt know kesten adviced me to change in my new sem i'll try !i mean i'm gonna try to do my best and change everything next semester ! how can i make my parents satisfy with me ? study !yes study ! but the problem is i'll easily get fed up and give up with myself anyway ,things happen for a reason kan ? like kesten said ,if i major in comm ,i might not like the subject or i might fail for the following semester i agree but me myself dnt hv any idea what will be the responses of my parents when they get to know my result Ya Allah ,hopefully they'll understand and give me another chance to prove to them that i actually can do it !i know i can do it !like my sisters but ......................................... haih =S
second thing is about kegemukan well ,i know i am fat obesity or whatever people call it i just dnt knw how to loose my weight ya'know am soo lazy to exercise sume kan so ,i have an idea of going to London weight management hahaha ;p i tried to ask my mom it was like "mak ,tak aci ah hani dpt cantekkan gigi ,dina rambut ,org tade ape pun" and mak was like "abestu win nak cantekkan ape ?" yesss ,,she's asking baby !!:D:D:D "org rase org nak kuruskan badan kat london tu ah" "situ mahal ah win"
yeah i knw it's expensive super duper expensive but when i'm desperate to be kurus ,i need that management hahah ;p
i dnt knw if my parents mampu or not ;p but let's just try ,ape salahnye kan :) like bapak said ,"jangan sangke buruk kat org" yeah ,lets not sangke buruk kat mak and believe it that she will bring me to that london weight management *crossing finger* :) hopefulyyyyyyyyy
I have friends I used to have lotsa friends .countless They went away just like that :( Mase berlalu sangat cepat Sampai mereka lupekan aku I just dnt understand what actually friends need from me eyy ? Am i too bad for them ? I treat them like shit ? I talk bad things bout them ? They are waaaaaaaaaaaayyyy to hebat compare to me ? or I just dont deserve them ? argh !confuse aku ! stress jadiknye !=S
afidz ridwan i'm your old friend i know you know me we haven't chatted ever since i finished my spm and starting from that ,you are forgetting me ? what type of friend are you ?! and now you call me bitch just because malas nak layan kerenah org wtf ?! argh !i just dnt care but actually i care ...................................
nazirul ashraf i missed you we've been friends since my first time in cyber world :) i've cheated you i know you're like superly duperly hate me :( i am sorry .i really am sorry !:'( my mistake .i'm not supposed to cheat on you .it's just that i dnt have the strength and self-confidence to be myself when i'm with you you know because of my appearance and how do i look like kan ? like kesten said ,"die tgk rupe lah nurin ,lupe jek kan die" how can i forget about him ? HE'S MY FRIEND !used to be .. how can i get him back ? please tell me ohh boyyy :(
azlin syahida Mysara Izrin Elva Tisya Hamim
My long lost girlfriends I miss you guys so frigging much !!!!:'( I dnt think you guys would still remember me but I ALWAYS DO :)
I knew sara coz of mentor and awal ashaari we both liked him haha ;p we texted almost everyday and yeah we gossiped a lot ! i put her as my activ5 but no longer in my list now :( I've known her since she's in form 3 and now she's 17 ,habes spm sudah
I knew azlin because of azan addin we were so obsess with him .haha funny lame thing ;p we called each other sampai bill phone rumah melambung She's The one that i missed the most !='[
I knew Een because of graffiti thingy . You called me and that time i senyap-senyap used my mom's phone and i thought it was nafis ?haha rindu! and ohh your ex-boyfriend ,adi ashraf hot stuff dulu weh ;p
These three paling aku baik suatu ketika dahulu Now i'm nothing to them I just cnt firgure it why ? SEDIH amat !:( but your just the best girlfriends i've ever kenal ! =]
takyah cite lahh uk peeps kan memang berlambak and because of i've lost contact with them ,sume pun lupekan aku cissss !!!:(
haihh ,,how i miss them so much ! i'm like from someone to nobody ! haha sounds funny but yeah it's true mahn !:( I hope you guys will remember me like i always do :) goodluck in everything you do guys !:D I'm looking forward to meet you guys and hopefully we can be friends like we used to be .hehe =D and thanks for being my friends dulu-dulu :)
